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Monday, July 27th, 2009
6:12 pm - It has been years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Almost 3 years since I touched foot in this place. I still like it here. I think I will stay.

current mood: refreshed

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Tuesday, October 24th, 2006
2:22 pm - When you wait.... nothing happens...
It has been quite a while since I have posted here. I wasn't waiting, I just didn't have much to say. I have had a daughter since the last time I posted. That's kind of lame on my part. She is 9 months old as of yesterday. She has now been out of the womb for as long as she was in the womb. Talk about your pivotal moments.

There may be more to come soon. Lots going on. Off I go again.


current mood: Yet Happy

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Friday, April 7th, 2006
9:19 am - DOOD... FUNNY...

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Thursday, October 13th, 2005
11:11 am - 10:13 on 10/13
I know it's not a big thing, but it felt eary and cool at the same time that I looked up at the computer screen right at the time and date when it was 10:13am and it is 10/13/2005.

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Friday, October 8th, 2004
11:11 am
DivinityMud News

Divinity Mud gets another face lift. Actually it will be more like an ass lift since this new overhaul has to do with the underlying file IO handlers. The original and current running versions of the mud use properties files to store almost all of the information about the mud such as the areas, mobs, rooms and so on. Object streaming is allowing for a more streamlined framework. This will be transparent to everyone but those with the highest of admin priviledges and of course, if in the future there is a downloadable version of this mud whereby people can configure their own Mud Server, it will provide for more flexibility for configuration. This update is being implemented in parallel to the Object streaming across the network. More updates to come.

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Saturday, September 18th, 2004
5:25 am - DivinityMUD NEWS!!!
Another huge step was successfully taken this morning at about 5am. Object communication for the builder client is now able to read the real build data from the server side. In more basic terms, this means that we are not dealing with test data any longer. It also means we are getting ever closer to being able to allow people to start building areas and everything that goes in them. The light at the end of the long long tunnel is getting brighter. More break throughs to come!!!


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Monday, September 13th, 2004
9:59 am
Divinity MUD News
Well, like any other major piece of code I have added to the mud, adding the object communications has required that I change some of the architecture of the existing code. This is not a bad thing, but has proved to be a bit more slower of a process than I had thought. Despite this, progress marches on. I am on the brink of a nice little break through with the object communication. Stay tuned for more updates.

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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
1:25 pm
So... for a year or so I have had this piece of crap laptop ... it's slow... its clunky... can't run anything big on it because it is too lame.... this laptop has stayed alive and in working order all that time and continues to work today. It has survived me and two cats. Two weeks ago I get a brand new laptop... expesive... but it is top quality kick-ass hardware.

A day ago, one of my cats jumps up onto the laptop and manages to pop two of the keys off. Paniced and pissed I slap the cat... kick myself for thinking that the laptop would be alright in the presence of the cats... then examined the damage. It appeared that it was a fixable problem. I popped the two keys back onto the keyboard and all seemed well. The next time I go to use the laptop, however, I find that the 'f' key does not respond. My immediate reaction was to destroy my cat because I got him for free... and the laptop costed almost two grand. I am thinking ... cat must die. But that wouldn't bring my computer key back to life... so I didn't kill him. I slapped him on the ass, but then felt bad because he has no clue of what he has done. So, I attempt to examine and fix the problem. No luck.

Is there good news? Yes! I have a one year limited manufacturer's warranty. Is there bad news? Yes. There is no way in hell they are going to cover this damage given the cause. Sure, I could try to lie and convince them that somehow someway my 'f' key became dead. They might be convinced... they might not be... either way, I would have to pack up my laptop send it through one of our wonderful courier services that take loving care of our packages in transit. Then I would have to wait for the company to get around to fixing it... and that is if they were convinced to begin with. Then, I would have to wait for them to send it back yet again through means which might further damage my computer. So what do I do...

I make the call... I confess that my cat has managed to destroy a single key on my keyboard redering my laptop damn near useless. Sure, I could hook up an external keyboard, but then again, that kind of defeats the purpose of it being a laptop now doesn't it. I request that a replacement keyboard be sent so that I may replace it myself. Problem solved? Not quite. I have worked on computers now for many years. I have worked on a few laptops as well. One thing I learned about laptops is, they are magically put together. If you think about all the stuff that has to fit in a laptop, you will realize that it is easy to screw something up or remove something the wrong way and they don't make these things out of steele, so it is easy to pop, tear, twist, and break things. So, along with the replacement keyboard, I request instructions for how to do this. Now this is the funny part because I do have a user's manual and I can read, however, somehow, they didn't feel it was necessary to include instructions for removing the laptop keyboard. Also, when I asked for instructions, they told me they would have to write something up since there is no formal documentation. Apparently, in the history of this company's product, they have always had people who know exactly how to do this and have never had a customer need to do it. Oh well.

On top of that, the tech who I was talking to had to inform me that if I replace the keyboard myself and anything is damaged in the process, that it would nullify the warranty. Ok, let's sum this up,

1. The warranty doesn't cover this type of damage
2. I can't use my laptop in the manner that is was designed for.

Me = a little stuck here.

I explained this to the tech person, she understood, but she is bound by contract to inform me of this. I can understand. So, the morals of the story are:

1. Warrantys don't cover dick unless you receive it and it doesn't work and even then you have to prove that it wasn't your fault or god's.
2. If you want something done, do it yourself, but try to get some sort of insurance first, but don't hold your breath.
3. Don't leave your laptop open in case your stupid friggin cat decides to jump up onto the one thing in the whole freakin room that he shouldn't.
4. It's a fact, something terrible is going to happen to something you prize.
5. Don't kill your pet for harming something you own, they are stupid and don't know any better and it's your own fault for leaving it where they could get to it.
6. Yelling at your pet is alright in a case like this, because you feel better and they will still love you.
7. Be smarter than the stupid people you have to talk to in order to get something done.
8. 2nd day shipping is hella cheaper than overnight... be patient.
9. Make sure to get names, dates, tracking numbers, SR number, and anything else that will cover your ass.
10. Don't do drugs that will irreparably fuck you up. This doesn't have anything to do with this situation, but it is always good advice.

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Friday, August 6th, 2004
4:41 pm
Ojbect communication (i.e. sending objects across the wire) had it's first successful run today. This is a break through for the design of the mud. Once this aspect is cleaned up, we can finally start creating the world and everything in it. This is turn means, the gates will soon be opening for Builders and Players. Keep an eye hear for further updates. You could be a part of the magic.

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Friday, July 30th, 2004
10:31 am
It could have been cold wind
It could have been rain
It could have been a cold soul
blistered in pain and stained
black and yellow
from rubbing the grain
the wrong way the wrong day
too hard I strain
no distance I gain
I'm blistered again.
Trouble on the horizon
Just keeping my eyes on
The river is too wide
for me to rely on
Can't catch my breath
Maybe too close to death
The river it swallows
I'm blistered again

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Thursday, July 15th, 2004
11:52 am
Divinity Mud News

I know what you are thinking... This mud ain't ever gonna get off the ground... but don't believe that... have faith... The new part of the big picture is the snazzy object communication layer that will be used largely by the client side software piece which will be used to connect to the mud. We are in the "design / working out the kinks" phase. I will keep you informed of our progress as we move forward. I am sorry there has not been an update in a while... stay tuned for more Divinity Mud News.

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Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
10:43 am
What's new

Same building
Same sky
I see the computer screen with these same eyes
I sit back with the same angst with these same sighs
I'll probably have the same lunch with the same side of fries
I still can't believe my customers because they all still lie
It's always the same story no matter how hard I try
It's sad but it will happen tomorrow so why should I cry
This same poem was written on the fly
The same song
goes ringing on
in the cd player that i'm playin it on
The screen glows at me with colored arrays
The same old way
as it did yesterday
The emails flow in
as my responses flow out
I do it the same as I did before without ever a shout
Every day is a new day
But the poets say you wouldn't know it
And the years on the hands start to show it
There's tears in the jeans, you'd better sew it
There's seeds to grow, you'd better grow it
And when tomorrow comes it will be just the same
As every other day and there's only one to blame.

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Thursday, May 27th, 2004
10:48 am
Strawberry Fields Forever

In my sky there are only three stars.
One is God.
One is the Sun.
One is her.
Darkness consumes me when she sets.
The other two can't seem to penetrate.
Without her I am lost in a forest I cannot see.
I shudder as I wait for her to dawn.
I pour into rivers and oceans that quench the ground I lay upon.
The vast waters await her warmth and love to glisten off their waves.
How I long for her shining embrace.
Captivated by her beauty and song as her light dances on my shores.
When will she rise, the star which I so adore.

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Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
11:22 am
Stately Gaze

Grand nobility spoke my name and didn't even know it.
Majestic as she floated and passed me by.
A single gaze brought me to my knees.
I breathed in her presence and was overwhelmed.
To exhale was one moment that lasted forever.
Consciousness was unattainable.
Saturated in bliss I could not rise.
Fear of rapture I could not look in her eyes.
Dreams escaping as I grasp them back.
Hands are shaking from emotion attack.
I could not stay cool as her radiance burned me.
My fluttering heart broke as it twisted and churned me.
I raised my head and gave up my last breath.
As my eyes met hers I died, and it was a good death.

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Monday, May 24th, 2004
11:02 am
Will You Marry Me?

Do you know what's scarier than someone answering "yes" to that question?

ANSWER: someone saying "no"

current mood: numb

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Thursday, May 13th, 2004
9:45 am
Falling Embrace
It breaks through the walls of my mind and shatters the night.
It laughs while I cry; I can't escape.
Danger danger, I'm screaming inside but no help is in sight.
A darker colder me it tends to make.
I can see where I was and how I used to stand strong and fight.
But now I just let it rip and rape.
It makes things seem so very dark; out of spite I still see light.
It tears at me but I know my fate.
I break through and I shatter it as my might is righteous and quite.
It may be fear but I still embrace.

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9:23 am
The person I love in the deepest degree was just in a car accident....


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Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
9:30 am

Actually, it wouldn't be so bad if bellsouth didn't suck hardcore. There is nothing worse than money grubbing morons.

ok... rant complete.

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Thursday, April 15th, 2004
9:59 am
DivinityMud Update

The game server appears to be stable i.e. it seems to be safe from endless crash loops that fill up the server log. I have obtained DNS control so now (once I have it running 24/7) people can connect to 7777. I will be openning it up fairly soon for those random few who want to see if they can find bugs and make comments. For now, I have some adjustments to make before I will feel comfortable with having it running all the time. More to come...

Aeon - {The Creator and Elder God of DivinityMud}

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Monday, April 5th, 2004
5:52 pm

It only took a week due to the damn rain and having a full time job, but it is finally complete. Now maybe I can get some real programming done. I just have to find my computer in the mountain of packed possessions.

current mood: accomplished

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